Friday, May 21, 2004

Awww yeah man...my on n off smoking days..are kinda weird...its like..i pick a stick today..but tomorrow is a new day......i hope im battling this psychologically..by nt thinkin about it at all..! Aniways..my lung condition is improving..thx 2 using the inhaler...ahhhaha...die die must use..if nt...sure jialat...But thx GoD...it was juz a slight flu tt i have..juz the norms...fever..running nose...sore throat...but no asthma or bronchospasm phew...Looks like Im here to stay..I aint goina die..everitin seems so bright..becoz IM Making it a Difference by changing mySelf....

Hmm...shall go take my medicine n have a good rest...revise..n aft this exams...i have many more stuff to do n catch up On...tt includes goin 2 gym....givin tt blardy arsehole pervertic brudder of mine..the KFC treat!!! hahaha no lar jokin..Daren nice guy dun bite me okie..I also wana start writing back poetry..pick back up leisure reading..n if i gt the mood arh..id prolly get a job...but im nt so sure...! Look at my state now...tiring myself will onli make me suffer relapse..think more n go depress faster..Id rather take this opportunity..to explore life..n foster my beliefs! So to all those people out there..Dun Despair..be it u are depress or heart broken or havin a suicidal tendency..juz keep in mind...all the wonderful things ur goina miss when u die...

SUCH AS :

1) Cannot wash eye....(*wink wink*)

2) Cannot have Sex!! (Geylang alot of chickens ley juz have the $$ the rest they bao!!)

3) Cannot Eat good food...or drink..good stuff..yeah aniting from sodas...or softdrinks..to even liquor u hardcore asses!!

4) Cannot Flirt..!! or Play around with girls (PAO NIU)

5) NO COMPUTER NO INTERNET...No 999 or 995 or 911...who the fuck u goina call for help hahaha!!

6) No friends..no one to bullshit with..or watch a movie with..worse no cinema haha..u die..u are alone tts it man..astalavista...i tell u...u nt afraid to die..neither am I..but its the thought of after death which I fear..the thought of being juz a petty soul..so ask urself u realli wana die tis early at tis age?? ThiNK THRICE..or again n again n again

7) No Television!!! No Radio!! No hype or funk in ur live..or entertainment...its a boring n cruel life down there...no scooby doo or popeye u know :D

8) No Aircon....yeah u think ur goin 2 heaven straight think again...we all goina go 2 hell first..serve sentence..we are all Sinners!!! u wan heaven..nt so fast...so again la hor....u realli wana die bo? Ud be humpin 2 Nelly's ItS gettin Hot In Here while u sweat like pIG!!! n chain to the depths of Hell....ahhhhhhhhhh

9) No family..No love....its a cruel n isolated putrid hole down there.....u wun even recognise ur family members...in hell or heaven..tts a known fact...so how..no nail filer to polish nails also..trust me blondies will suffer...gay asses will fumble...they will get retribution..u juz keep it cool aight? dun die over these useless people!!!

10) COZ I BET MY FUCKING LIFE U DUN WANNA DIE UNTIL GOD SENDS AN ANGEL TO TAKE UR LIFE AWAY..IF THIS DUN WAKE U UP...I PRAY THE FIRES OF HELL LICK U DRY AND BBQ U HONEY AND BLACK PEPPER...HAHA N SATAN WILL HAVE HIS DINNER..MEDIUM RARE OR WELL DONE..U DECIDE MAN..OR WOMAN...DO U REALLI WANA DIE NOW N GO HELL?? I DUN THINK SO.....stop tt thought bout heaven...u go there after serving sentence..SO CHEER UP PEEPS...DUN DIE...LIVE ON N MAKE THE REST SUFFER WITH YOUR EVERI MOMENT OF EXISTENCE..DO NOT WORRY OR REGRET..INSTEAD REJOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And thank you for being such a wonderful audience. For advance tickets to hell..kindly contact me..id give u tips on how 2 die for that loved one..or move them 2 tears.when u die..tt is if u wana ;)

J A Always.... 7:28 PM