Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Phew..my heart was bumpin and down. Had a wild thought "she" was ignoring me. Well after constant honeyed words..Dear..darling..well u guys know wat i mean..the girl mite freak out ya know. Turns out her bro is using the com..phew. A secret to be shared haha..yest nite was juz so damn cranky..i hugged my pillow with my arms outstretched n started carresing it as if she was beside me n i was caressing her shoulders rubbing it with my nimble fingers. She juz made me felt so secure..so warm...happy..my thoughts alone plummeted up high n wild beyond my expectations. Ahhh no matter how much pain its dealing me..i juz cant bear to let go of her. She ellucidates my thoughts every moment. I will keep my word still and stand by and shower her with all my love till I move her heart.

Aniway..bought a book from SPI...damn nice hahaha haven finish yet..cant bear 2 read so fast..later no suspense...Oh well if ani of u wana borrow..or want me to type out..do let me know ya..tts wat "DROP COMMENTS" are for...Hmm dun have much 2 say 2nite guess coz i haven been in the mood lately..need more slp more rest...n perhaps..more of her..to PerK me up. Its not obsessions fellas..its Love....n trust me at the rate this love has gone thru n the measures it has witnessed ive got a whole platoon of comrades to vouch for my love. so Dun go Wiseass on me.

Till dan...Astalavista..n NITE NITE hahaha.

PS : Will update more tmr..i promise i promise more kinky stuff okie :0

J A Always.... 11:37 PM