Thursday, May 20, 2004
Hey I took a quiz..n guess woot...IM SOLITARY ROSE ARGH!!!! Realli true quiz..crazy but inquisitive. loL..go try!!


Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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J A Always.... 11:06 PM

Song of the moment ---> "Fire" - Jimmy Hendrix

I am sick right now. I know not wat to write. Actually got alot 2 write..but realli veri tired..coz juz poured my heart out to another caring soul n friend emtaddBeL! So nw brain decided 2 shutdown while listening to music. I am goin 2 go slp again soon. Ack sorrie but i guess..the story will only arrive tmr..i promise okie first thing in the morning. As for her..hmm....2 go on or not to go on...let tomorrow decide. Eitherway it aint pretty, nt to a stubborn arse like me. Wat I do know is..i wan 2 see her smile....hold her hands..embrace her for just a moment or two n kiss her on her forehead..to remind her..tt Despite my love for her, my rage n hatred is slowly taking over. Many have hated me..wonders when it stops. Coz my heart cant take all these animore. I juz wish i could sumhow entrap those eyes of hers....put my finger to her lips and let silence wrap us in a blanket of serenity and peace. Juz silent gazes..no words..no nothing...afterall a picture tells a thousand words..n tts how i feel when i look through those eyes of hers. Well enuff for 2nite, hope a miracle will work out but tts juz foolish human thoughts. To Chase or Not to chase..why dun u guys help me decide!

So aL, would u let me stand next to your fire??

Doubt so. Coz i think 2 much. *Yawnz*

J A Always.... 9:35 PM

Geez...im so tired n restless. Brain got warped out of energy totally. My paper was all rite..juz had one ques 15 marks which i knew no nuts about..let alone bullshit. Overall i gave wateva inch of energy left into e paper n tts all tt matters. Well one last paper left..grrr...i cant wait for all tis to be over...I miss her..kept thinkin of my baby...over n over again playin in my head. Why is it love is omnipresent and yet it dun work out for everione...heh. I juz hope a miracle will work out one day with u n me baby. Till dan..i shall empty this brain of mind and juz do wateva tis life makes me do. Hmm goina go catCh TroY now..another Love Epic. Dun love eva stop hahaha. My throat suxx..feel like dying right now..but well i guess all i need is more rest..once the hols come..Till dan...I shall be lifeless hahaa...n recuperate..or regeneration oh wateva.

I, Nan, Hereby pledge to keep my muthafuckin head dead and go on like a zombie till i catch on FiRe!

[Will be holding a bbq in june..ani of u interested? Msg me aight ^-^]

J A Always.... 12:06 PM