Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Song Of The Day - Purple Haze <`Scuse Me While I Kiss The Sky> "Jimi Hendrix"
Hmm was bumming here n there..chanced upon baby names website haha. Due to my ingenuine curiosity...i decided to spoof ard..n voila! I found the meaning of
"her" name and mine haha. I happen to be called the "Settler" while she is the "Wise Counsellor, Truthful and Noble" one. Hmm two of us meet also...i dun see no connection lol! Argh..nt suppose 2 think so much...but its juz all tis pressures..driving me crazy...all tt eva rolls in my head is the sentence beginning with "What IF". Darn...im being reminded of her eyes. They are juz so contradictary to my sights. Wheneva i look in..i juz get like zapped out and brought to cloud nine..n i forget who i am totally. But u know wat the book says, U can love sum1 over n over n over n over again n juz go crazy over it, hell you could even marry a roCk! but the point is...if the rock aint feel no honey for u...it aint no point forcing rite. I keep thinkin...maybe its all just me...aimin for sumtin tt cannot be...well due to negative factors..arhhh..i aint used to be like tt haha. Or it muz be me tryin to like put a vcr in her head n play good memories all e way. But rite nw all i wan 2 know is that, She is special to me..if she aint feel it..it dun matter...coz tis life is UNFAIR hahaha...So lets take the future thinkin crap away...id rather juz be smoochin off with her hahaha have a few good laughs, n when the time comes, I shall see how the cards deal. Still got years to get 2 know her haha...man tryin to hook up a girl is like goin 2 jump school. U practise over n over n over again, n when the time comes...all u get are yelling orders saying "Go Go Go". U execute your jump, get prepared for manevoure..pull ur parachute..n if aint open..u cut the lines n open a reserve. Dan u do a PLF, roll on the floor and once u guys are back on the plane..haha ud be thinking...DanG tt was so great n easy...WE ARE AIRBORNE!!. Love is the same hahahaa...u drool over the girl, be there for her, open the umbrella when it rains or open ur friggin ears...n if it dun help..u open ur arms n offer a warm hug! Afterwhich a few years in line, you guys prolly discover n instigate each other n decide to build a household. N ud prolly be smilin off n say..hell yeah we are marrieD!! Haha n the fact is, juz like the airborne guys, u din expect to make a PLF, u din expect aniting..all u knew was jump n let it all take off from there. If u landed u landed..n if u died n got cut off by sniper fire 2 bad man betta luck in the afterlife. Same in life, u fall in love, juz take it easy n let things take it off from there. Dun expect to get hitched..juz treasure her everi second moment company n let her know u appreciate it ahaha. Slowly things will work out fine..n like the PLF...hhahaha if u get hooked up it happens..if nt...u try again. So Nan its nt so bad afterall..try as many times as u want...there are many jumps 2 be made..but ur parachutes..haha there are also many 2 be rigged. So if the old hun dun work out..oh well guess we juz got to get a new one...juz like the darn earphones which i friggin juz bought a day ago..n nw its spoilt on the left ear..wtf panasonic sux...!!!
Well Baby, for u Id go airborne any day haha. But fer nw..i juz wan 2 rem those angelic eyes of yours. U mite nt see urself..but I see u as the beauty in my dreams everi single nite ahakz. It has been goin on strong..still is..n always will....!
Peace Out.
[Erm 101st AirBorne, Pls dun screw me up. Im juz so struck in awe over u guys. Keep em wings screaminG!]
J A Always.... 10:37 PM
Im in such an empty state of mind right now. Cant think straight..haiz...the onli thing i can single out is hendrix strummings violently melancholising in my ears. Dan TmR exaM DIe arh...few more hours 2 pull myself up...sobz...argh screw it....goina go bathe dan c how ahaha....update u later arf..~
J A Always.... 6:31 PM
Recrudescent
WoooZahhh!! Its a wonderful and fine gay wed morning. The weather is gay, my wallet is gay, my stomach is gay, my brain is gay, my heart is gay, evertiting is juz so fuckInG GAY GAY GAY! Well now enuff of the gay intros, to all my fellow gay-lings...life couldnt be more gay dan ani other day but today. Thats coz im tellin my fuckin retard mind not to think alot..which is so gay....and to think im alreadi gay...gay huh? Well gay Nan, its time to put gay thoughts aside, and concentrate on ur gay papers. After tt we can have gay holidays, with gay bitches n gay partners. well - gay bitches. If gay had a middle name..it be GAY allgay. Well enuff of being gay......time to embrace the brotherhood of arms...aww come on SATAN hit ME!!!
OOohh. n did i mention...i got lotsa gay songs hahaha........n when the fuck we makin em gay dog tags!!! !@#$%^&*()_
Yours Gayfully,
GayNan
J A Always.... 10:39 AM
Hmm
Alicia...sorrie baby....din mean 2 talk nonsense 2 u again........but funny arh......i turn LEFT, u turn RIGHT, hahaha. Time i get my own sense of identity....id prolly scramble off more rage.......but id save it for tmr morning.....coz 2day i juz wan u 2 know in ur SLeeP....I love you, I truely do....n i Will still Do so...haha......but of course..a new life has started for both of us..so lets spend time wisely now. Grrr future buaya's listen up...dun even bother layin eyes on her...ill get ur ass spanked in ITE with a converse sneaker head lol. Yeah time for me to nt think so much..hell dun even think at all ahakz.....im goina go chase my aims first.........so catcha later DeaR...~ ooo n the one reason u folks are wondering as 2 why i wun leave tis bitch..coz she juz makes me so speechless....with her empty headed commments..tt make me juz wana ... smack her right up..haha wat betta way 2 hate those u hate..dan 2 LOVE!!! hahaha - Cum on baby GeT reAdY COZ hErE i
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J A Always.... 1:51 AM
