Saturday, May 15, 2004

Nw groovin to juz a little bit hahahaa.....RESPECT by da diva Aretha FrankLin......

Hmmm ive always wanted to do so mani things...................life as a soldier...be a rambo hahaha
Or maybe a racer behind that wheel travelling at 4G n 300kmph with things movin so blazing fast...hell its a joy ride with guaranteed purgatory with juz one wrong nudge on em wheeeliess...Dan again...being an assasin dun sound so bad...killin for passion and money ahakz..id gladly end their misery and put one in e head. Hmm or perhaps flying in a jetplane at supersonic speeds..doing an inverted negative 4G in a mig 28 hahaha be a "top gun" n da next maverick dun sound 2 bad afterall dunch it..haha..n along came other boring ideals such as a lawyer, forensic scientist...a friggin teachEr...or perhaps a POET or oowww yeah A HACKER!!! hahahaha n nt to mention an IT network specialist.~ oh well dull me..am i boring u poor bloggiE...keke..I came out here to vent my anger..on tis paper print whitish screen here so bear with it aight..ahh where were we..its her again!!!!

Darn Alicia, you have been ruling my mind again...hmm first u declined watching a movie wimme..muz be scared rite later i sleep on ur shoulder again hahahaa.....dan u ignore my sms for 3rd day alreadi...BIATCH watcha tryin 2 proVE!!!! Ah tts me tempered old me..always goin in2 delusions and the "Nan" psycho mode..i call it Nan-0 with tt "O" complete with a "+" mode lol with da crosshair n stuff like tt.
Look at my crappy MSN NICk ---> to my one and only unrequited lovE..u know who you are...Stop trying..I realli Love U..Haha <----- aint tt dumb of me........oh yeah..i love her.....but will she feel the same...nah uh uh.....OH MY LORD OH GOD..she be goin like..ITS NAN tt depressed piece of shit again....oh god..take him away from me............GRRRRR.....tts the truth...n yeah imagine the lady tellin ya..u arent in the right state of mind..so whats to be sane to you.....would ya like me 2 say i love u when im dead...with a birdie in one hand and a bottle of gin in the other? The problem with you GurL.......ur in a dream worlD...u wana prince Charming..u know what..i dun blame ya..i wanted my cinderella..i found u ahhahaa......so im flying my sights all day loNg on U...afterall im juz a sadistic piece of sicko shit........darn...poor old me how i could i forget..im a half breed blood brazen juvenile hahaa.~ yeah...u wan mr nice guy..good life good coverage...well FUCK U....~ im sick of thiS....u know what i dun even know why i Put up with U and my fuckin incompetent hEaRt.....yeah......im juz Weak....................noooo.....im SO GOINA MurdeR U...hahahaa.....naw.......laws are holding me.....dun get me wrong..nt civil laws....but laws of GOD....So what do i DO now...sulk over spilt milk.hmm or perhaps..wait like another 5-6 years....n prolly hope ard the corner like a spook..waitin 2 pounce out like casper with tt million dollar smile n ask with the meekest voice eva......"Would u marry me".aww FUCK it.....ur juz goina put ur head down slowly in a heart stumping motion...give that "uh-oh" what the fuck should i do...LOok.....avoid everi single emotions tt are gettin rite out of my own god damn recrudescent heart......and say....u muz be Joking...and give the world a loud applause with that DIABOLICAL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA laUgh potruding rite out of ur nosE~ U know what as much as I love you...u neva will coz ur juz another feckin PriCk...BlondIe....who goes by the Book.......and tt cheap 2 cents bimbo smile u ripped off britney spears or cameron diaz..ahh wtf ur all blondies hahaha. Nw nw tt u have seen my fuckin saddo machoistic side...why dun u give yourself a big clap..well of course its u Alicia..surely u werent expecting another bLonDiE???

Nw nw i sound like a stand up comic dun i? naw dun think so..ur flattering me....nw that ive vented my anger out on these darn keys.......the last words for 2days lesson is..............

2 my one and only unrequited love, Alicia. u know who you are..stop trying..I really love you...But if u are goina fucking ignore me and think im juz another insane fool...i swear to god..ill pop one in2 ur heaD......one FINe dAy.......haha naw...juz messing with ya......I love you baby u know I do n tts all there is to it...if em guys wana challenge that..let them come..coz Fate aint on my list of to-do-things 2day.

God bleSs u Baby ---> "aliCia"

ooooohh..........one more thinG........VAN HELSING ROCKS...ive watched it THRICE...2 baD hahahaha......go get urself another dumb prick to watch it with..so he can hold ur hands....n lend u a big freaking broad shoulDEr.......yeah u want that dun ya........ARGh...DR NAN and NAN-O..

PEAcE OuT < u guys should realli go see D12 - My Band>

J A Always.... 11:46 PM