Thursday, May 20, 2004

Song of the moment ---> "Fire" - Jimmy Hendrix

I am sick right now. I know not wat to write. Actually got alot 2 write..but realli veri tired..coz juz poured my heart out to another caring soul n friend emtaddBeL! So nw brain decided 2 shutdown while listening to music. I am goin 2 go slp again soon. Ack sorrie but i guess..the story will only arrive tmr..i promise okie first thing in the morning. As for her..hmm....2 go on or not to go on...let tomorrow decide. Eitherway it aint pretty, nt to a stubborn arse like me. Wat I do know is..i wan 2 see her smile....hold her hands..embrace her for just a moment or two n kiss her on her forehead..to remind her..tt Despite my love for her, my rage n hatred is slowly taking over. Many have hated me..wonders when it stops. Coz my heart cant take all these animore. I juz wish i could sumhow entrap those eyes of hers....put my finger to her lips and let silence wrap us in a blanket of serenity and peace. Juz silent gazes..no words..no nothing...afterall a picture tells a thousand words..n tts how i feel when i look through those eyes of hers. Well enuff for 2nite, hope a miracle will work out but tts juz foolish human thoughts. To Chase or Not to chase..why dun u guys help me decide!

So aL, would u let me stand next to your fire??

Doubt so. Coz i think 2 much. *Yawnz*

J A Always.... 9:35 PM